Thursday, December 25, 2008
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I'm terribly excited to visit my hometown again..
but fear keeps creeping me out.

sure, i miss my buds..especially my bestfriends.
the places, our house, my high school..
i miss them so much that i always dream about it, sleeping or not.

but going away and returning again carries an ounce of fear in it.

what if the things have changed..
not that it didn't have to change, but what if they reversed direction?

what if i am returning to an empty space?

what will happen to this love?
i still don't know why i keep holding on..
and in 6 months i am going to see his face again.
what will happen if that happens?

i don't know.
i'm so scared.

but still, i want to see everyone again..
i miss the philippines so much..

image not mine, i found it here.