the feeling...
Friday, December 29, 2006
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hugs? holding hands? hatiran? kulitan?
they're all happy for me..happy coz im back..smiling again..
and back with someone they all think im in love with..
but..
they dont know WHAT IT FEELS..to be like this..
they dont know what is really going on..
but it is just fine..if they think that way then..why not?
it's happy to hear those people cheering for you..
but sometimes it hurts..
especially when you know..whatever you do..IT CAN'T BE TRUE..
We swore a promise to ourselves...
and with that, nothing else will happen..
I know A LOT of things about him..
the way he thinks..the way he does these things..
and all those sweetness will just fall in one of his characteristics..
a sweet, caring and loving FRIEND..
and..that's ALL..
i'm not sad if that is the case..
The truth is..I'm happy because even if we don't really love each other..
we have the happiness in our hearts...
and that is more important..
hope this'll last forever..and ever.. ^_^
Someday, somehow..you'll learn..you'll know..what i really felt for you..
right now im such a numb man..
im even numb to happiness..to sadness..
although i know it is there..i cant feel it..
and that's why im not ready to fall in love again..
sometimes you just have to think of other things..
other than this crazy feeling..
today im just hoping to erase all this numbness..because it makes me feel worse..
"i'll forever be your friend..your BEST friend..."
